Daria Porn Story: Finding Your Feelings Chapter 5

Finding Your Feelings

Outside Input

Daria knew this was the
last resort of a desperate girl, but she did not care. She was
desperate, and this was the last resort. She didnt have anything
else to do.

So she knocked.

Yes? an all too
perky voice answered her. She sighed, and braced herself for the
inevitable ordeal.

Quinn, are you
busy?

The door opened. Quinn
was surprisingly dressed down for a Saturday evening, just a grey
sweat shirt with matching pants. Daria was surprised to see Quinns
initial expression of annoyance at being disturbed morph into
something like pity? Well, I WAS doing my yoga, but I think I
can squeeze you in. Come in here so we can talk. Daria had had no
intention of being dragged into the chamber of pink girly things, but
Quinn pulled her in without warning.

Dont you have,
like, a date tonight or something? Daria asked, a bit bewildered,
and frankly, not quite ready to say what shed come to say.

Well, I did have a
date with Greg, but I found out he booked with me only because Sandy
turned him down, so of course I had to cancel. She rattled off.
She then shot Daria a raised-eyebrowed look . But thats not
what you came here to ask, is it?

No. I need to talk
to you about Jane. She stopped herself from finishing.

And? Damn you,
Quinn!

And Trent.

I knew it! I just
knew it. Spill.

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So, Jane opened
the door to her house, feeling sweaty and exhausted, but somehow
refreshed. She went to sit on a chair facing the couch where her
brother was napping. TRENT! She yelled.

Just loud enough to
rouse him, of course. He stirred, mumbled, and then rolled over,
pitching himself off the couch to her great amusement.

What do you want,
Janey? He growled at her. Hed only been a sleep for a few
minutes. It was all so unfair.

Did you talk to
her?

Oh. That. Well yeah.
But I get the feeling something was wrong with her.

Jane snorted. Of
course something was wrong with her! You had to tell her that Im
just not open for that kind of experimentation. Especially not with
someone I care about that much as a friend. You did tell her that,
didnt you? She eyed him suspiciously.

Well, not in so many
words, but yes. He paused. Shes angry with you.

I had figured she
would be. But it had to be done. Jane sighed, in a manner matching
Trents own so well that he was continually amazed by it. Well,
Im going upstairs. Dont bother me until I come down. She
stood up. Even then, Id hesitate to bother me, if I were you.

And she left him alone
to his own introspection.

He hadnt taken the
news as easily as Jane had thought. It had taken a lot of his effort
to hide from her how he felt. Because he felt weird.

He didnt WANT her to
be gay. And at first hed shrugged it off, thinking he was wanting
it that way cause Janey wanted it that way. But he could only hide
from himself so long.

((You dont want her
gay, you dumbass, because you want her.))

And hed found it to
be true. Hed spent hours since Janeys revelation thinking
about the implications of it. He couldnt stop thinking about how
many times in the past hed found himself attracted to her and had
hid it even from himself.

His memories were full
of moments of her. Moments when the sun had caught her braided hair
just so, turning it into a brilliant plait of burnished copper.
Moments when shed laughed and hed heard music dancing in her
voice. Time and again, hed wanted to forget that this was Daria,
Janeys friend, the coolest high-schooler he knew (something
he constantly said to put up a barrier between them), but hed
always denied that urge. Because it meant that he wanted her to be
something more to him. Something he didnt think was right, or even
possible, because she was Janeys best friend.

And know, she wanted to
be Janeys girlfriend. And he was jealous, oh so jealous, because
by all rights, she should be his.

Hed come to that
conclusion, and there hadnt been a second since then that he
hadnt wanted to beat his head in. Cause it wasnt right or fair,
to anyone, for him to feel that way.

His heart didnt seem
to care what was right or fair.

It only cared about
Daria. And so, he couldnt say a word. Hed hurt her enough
today, taking Jane away from her like that, that he couldnt bear
to burden her with him too.

He just wanted to
sleep.